Well all today is my dad's b-day (yay for being older!) so I get to eat me some cake (even more yay for cake!)

Tomorrow I am going out on a search for some red Converse sneakers, I'd also like a black pair so I may be dropping 60 bucks come tomorrow but only if I am lucky.

Also I have a new job that I shall being on Monday. Its at a dry cleaner, my friend currently works there and all she does is take peoples clothes, gives them back to them and watches movies. Out of a 6 hour shift she spends maybe 30-50 min with customers the rest of the time is watching movies or reading. So hopefully that will make school a lot easier, study and get paid for it...freakin' sweet.

I want to see Hancock but my parents wont go without my brother who decided it was a good idea to make it so he can work from 11:30 until 7:30 today without a break. He was supposed to make sure he had most of the day off and he did the exact opposite of that.

What a douche.

Today is my last day at Wolfram and Heart (just so you know that isn't as big a stretch as you might think 'cause one of the lawyers last name really is Wolfram). So as of tonight I will be jobless and free (and poor).

Now this job wasn't always hard or even horrible, but I have done some strange ass shit for it.

In honor of my last day, lets compose a list shall we? The top five strangest things you've had to do for your job. We can do this Letterman style, starting at 5.

5. Had to call Private Investigators to find out how much it would cost to track down the location of a Mexican born man who may, or may not, still be in Mexico. Oh yeah and his name is Romiro Gonzales.

4. Had to drive home the very nice Hispanic man that my boss has doing work at her house, he doesn't speak any english and he doesn't own a car.

3. Had to devliever Christmas candy to clients dressed as Santa.

2. Had to spend an hour with the other runner outthinking and hunting down a mouse in my bosses office, and then having to drive the mouse 5 miles away to release it into the wild.

1. Had to spend several hours searcing Google to find the number of an estranged family member in one of our cases. Her father was going to recieve a check but since he passed away we are to give the money he would have recieved to his heirs. So, after finding several possible individuals I had to call them all and ask if they were the daughter of so and so. I call the final name on the list and ask the woman if she is so and so's daughter. She says yes and asks me what I am calling about. I tell her since her father has passed away she is going to recieve the heirship check. She then begins to cry uncontrolably and says "Are you sure it was him? I didn't know he was dead, I havent talked to that side of the family for over 10 years." So, yeah I got to tell a woman that he father was dead.

So those are just he highlights of my time here, it seems they got stranger the longer I worked here, 2 years in and wow...I've done some shit (1 and 5 were this week actually)

I met Tim Minear yesterday, and I was the first one to ask for a photo with him and not just of him (odd if you ask me). He was charming and hilarious and I am really gald that my friends and I went to the screening of Serenity (twas fun even if the copy of the film wasn't digital and thus really fuzzy)

Holy crap, did you know its been 2 years since I last updated that thing? 2 freakin' years. I started it my Freshman year of college (and seeing as I didn't make it through my review it seems that it's fate is kind of following the path of school)

I have gotten 3 or 4 e-mails in the last couple of months from people asking about it. That's a lot considering the whole 2 years thing.

I just re-read the last chapter of it and I have to say, sad as it might sound, I didn't remember it at all. Inara is talking about having conversations with the Guild and what they said and I found myself asking "OMG, what did the Guild talk to her about?" Jayne talks about being kidnapped and I reacted the same way Mal did "You got kidnapped? Who would kidnap you?" (thankfully in that case Jayne mentioned Higgins because really I didn't remember that at all). I mean Jayne and River got in a bar fight, she saved his life after he got tortured, they ended up on a new planet and Mook! I remember Mook because I love Mook but I couldn't have told you why I love him based off of anything in the story.

Hell I'm lucking if I can even remember what my plot line was for the last half of that damn story (really more like 2 intertwining stories because one is just not enough when you're a glutton for punishment). I do though, however, remember the plot line (that's right one, not both...I need to do some serious thinking to grab ahold of that second one again)

Did you know that I don't even have any Rayne icons anymore? I got rid of them all when I fell out of love with the community that had given me so much joy for those two years.

It was hard to loose Rayne for me, it was a slow and painful process, kind of like if a fandom could have untreatable cancer. That's what Rayne is to me, a much loved family member that's passed on due to "cancer".

A lot of shit went down to make it that way, and I will never forgive the people that acted as the "cancer" just like I will never stop loving the people that I proudly call my friends from that community (honestly two of the most tallented writers I've ever had the pleasure of fangirling over, and they like me too which still baffles me). There is a lot to hate about Rayne anymore, for me at least, and frankly it can be really hard to find that little spark that made me love them in the first place.

I think I owe it to those couple of friends to finish that gorram thing, they don't know how its going to end. They've never asked either (if either of them ever had I would have told them in a second) just a few polite pushes to continue it. So there you have it, a strange little look into my reeling mind.

The bitch is coming back, and by bitch I totally mean BB (it was always just such a pain in my ass most of the times I can't imagine it will be anything but that this go 'round)

http://news.yahoo.com/s/eonline/20080616/en_movies_eo/a6f3636d6583_4c92_aca2_fd24694ca53e

If I ever meet Robert Downey Jr. I'll probably implode, but if for some reason I don't I have to thank him for giving me a reason for living (because right now, this is the main reason I will be getting up every day until 2010)

I have had my Harry Potter header for almost a year. I put it up last July before HPDH came out and I have never changed it, until now!

Okay so it's not really a header so much as a place keeper. It's a pretty picture and I adore him so this will last me until I make a new one (and I'm still working on my multi fandom mood theme too) I think I will work on a good RDJ header, unless someone is seriously bored and wants to make one for me.

I have decided to quit my job. I am sick of being treated like crap and waking up every morning depressed because I have to go to work and then coming home loathing the world because I hate where I work. I think I'm going to give them my two weeks notice on Monday, I don't have another job lined up and that makes my Dad really mad (he feels I should just suck it up and stay there until I get another job then quit) but I know that if I do that I won't actually look for another job. I'll just decided to stay where I am and tell myself 'everyone hates there job' like that's some kind of excuses.

I am fucking 21 years old, I don't need to loath my full time job. Oh yeah, its a fucking full time job too. I shouldn't be working full time in an office yet, what about going out at ridiculious hours and having fun with my friends? I don't do that because I work all week from 9-6.

If I don't say fuck you now I never will and I will grow even more angry and bitchy (I'm constantly being told that I bitch too much, guess what! That's cause I work for a woman that I would honestly not help if I saw her bleeding on the side of the road, mostly because I know she would do the same for me, and I hate doing what I do.)

In all honesty thanks to my dad I've begun to re-think the two weeks notice. I just don't know what to do. I don't think I should have to deal with working for someone that treats me like I'm no more important to them then a paper weight and that tells me I'm not responsible or a good working because I am.

So yeah, I got that going for me.

and I have seen Iron Man 6 times now (well 6 times as of last Friday)

		I will marry Robert Downey Jr..
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in LA in our fabulous Apartment.
		We will have 3 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a Black Audi R8 .
		I will spend my days as a Producer, and live happily ever after.

Those are honestly the least insane answers I put on there. I mean, ignoring the fact that...ya know...the marriage would never happen. Beyond that though, seriously all the least strange things I put (and he was the least odd of the guys, thank god I didn't get Hawkman or the Yeti, I could probably have gotten along with Joe Chutney, whoever the hell that is) plus, sweet car! I had some nasty cars, and some strange numbers for the kids (.8 or 53 are definately bad bad numbers)

So the Tropic Thunder viral video thing for the MTV Movie Awards was hillarious. I almost cried it was so funny.

I need to get me an RDJ icon, I also need to post my picspam of top 10 guys I'm in love with (you can thank my friends for making me come up with a list, more on that story when I actually post that madness)

5 times the Tony action baby!

The way his voice cracks when he tells Pepper to "just do it" and hit the button and kill him along with Obidiah...I tear up a little, just tugs on the ole heart strings.

Iron Man - The Fabulous Life of Tony Stark

This is why I love Iron Man more then everyone else. I mean, is it too hard to ask for a superhero that has something horrible happen to them, that in fact acts as the reason they become a superhero, not bitch every two seconds about how horrible that horrible thing was? Really now, think of a superhero, I'd bet cash money they bitch constantly about being a hero and what made them that way*. It's always "oooh gamma radiation makes me cranky", "ooooh my mom and dad were killed when I was little" "oooh I didn't stop a burgler and my uncle died"

Do you hear Tony going "oooh my company back stabbed me to sell the weapons I designed to terrorists and one of them has made it where I'll die without an electromagnet stuck in my chest."? No, you don't. You know why? Cause bad shit happens to people all of the time and there isn't a damn thing you can do about it other then pick yourself back up, dust yourself off, and give it another go.

I love a guy that wont bitch about a gapping hole in his chest because, hey at least I'm not dead.

*the X-men have a reason to complain they're hated for no reason other then the fact that they are different.

So I leave for New York this weekend, before I got I need to have two papers written so I guess I'll be doing that and my last art project for the rest of the week (Kim I will totally be e-mailing you these papers so I can get them to sound really great)

I also decided today that, since last summer went so horribly for me (I went absolutely crazy with a lack of things to do other then work that I became miserable and I have yet to really get out of that funk) that I would start a project. Now the last time I did a summer project I ended up with my Witch King costume, which I love dearly but needs to be re-done because I've learned many things since making it. That is why I have decided to make a new helmet.

It will not be the Witch King however (I already have one of those I need something else) so I decided to do a Storm Trooper, then I decided that was stupid because what's the point in that since buying a plastic one is so much nicer.

So, effective the week I am back from New York, I shall begin production on my very own Iron Man helmet. I will post details and show everyone what I am doing, and hopefully it turns out well. It will be full size, and I will be able to wear it (oh yeah I am totally going to answer the door with that sucker on). I just now have to decide if I let my friends in on my project or just invite them over once it is done.

Wish me luck everyone.

4 times

Yes, seriously.

I've seen Iron Man 3 times today (granted the first time was Midnight...) and it was amazing all three times. Oh Robert Downey Jr. if I didn't already want to have hot passionate sex with you before Iron Man, I certainly want to now.

*yes I have always had a thing for RDJ, I used to record Alley McBeal and fast forward to all the parts with him that's how much I love him.

Really now, this cannot be beat

You know I made a new header a long time ago but I got sick of it while making it...point of the post is I don't feel like creating more collateral pieces for my client and I don't much feel like doodling out more posters (doesn't mean I won't though) and I really really want a new header.

Hellboy perhaps, it took me darn near a year to get sick of my last Hellboy wallpaper (probably because I have a massive girl crush on Ron Perlman...) But I do still kind of want a HIMYM header.

But, most importantly, I don't want to make anything.

I think I'm going to go watch some tv for a while then do more homework.

Charlton Heston died today, this is very sad. I was just watching Planet of the Apes the other day (Tim Borings version does not exists in my world by-the-by)

You will be missed greatly sir. In honor of his memory I bring you a hilarious video

http://www.wiltshiretimes.co.uk/news/trowbridgenews/display.var.2134279.0.dr_who_tardis_on_sale_on_ebay.php

I know you're all thinking "How could it possibly take him this long, until after he owns his own Tardis, to find Dr. Who evil?" and all I'm thinking is "If he thinks its evil, why is he selling his devil spreading things to the world?"