Dear Firefly Soundtrack,

I love your music but it is very peaceful. I have a bunch of packaging due tomorrow and you are putting me to sleep.

Much love,
Me

So I don't really play video games, not any more at least, so I depend on my brother to play them and tell me if they are any good. A couple years ago I got him Uncharted: Drakes Fortune for the PS3. I watched him play the whole game, in fact my whole family watched him play the game. It was incredibly fun, great voice acting and a really good story, and it brought the term cosmo sandwhich into our lives.

I bring all of this up because I just got him the sequel for his birthday and I cannot wait to watch him play it, and no I don't care how weird that sounds.

I just want to see my one and only video game OTP again. Nate and Elena make me sqee and if they don't end up together by the end of the game (cause I know from the trailer that there's a new girl in the mix and that Nate and Elena seem to have broken up) I am going to have to shoot someone.

Just FYI

I'm going on record as saying that I am sick of doing assignments and projects we're supposed to do in groups on my own because the groups I am in never want to meet.

Writing headlines for boxed wine is no fun when you have no idea what you're doing.

I really hate this class right now.

I am sick of homework. I can't do this any more. All I have done from 8 this morning until 10:30 tonight is homework and I'm not even close to being finished.

I can't mentally do this any more. I need a break but I know if I take one that tomorrow will just be worse because most of this is due on Friday.

It doesn't help matters that my family is bitching at me about not getting to watch shows they want to watch because they have to wait for me (even though I told them not to) and when I mutter under my breath in frustration at something I do I get yelled at about complaining too much and how they can't possibly help me so what do I want them to do about it.

I just want to shoot myself and its only the second week of the year.

So maybe now it will work. Only one way to know for sure though. If you are on it and see my name send me a note/IM I should be on for a good amount of time today.

For Wednesday we had to have a 500 word story about something that happened to us during the summer as well as a 35-50 word shortened version for a postcard.

For Friday I have to write 2 new verses to a song.

Frankly writing new verses to a song is a lot harder than a short story and postcard. I am doing Sheryl Crow's My Favorite Mistake (because this assignment is a mistake I would love to make my favorite). I have listened to this song about 15 times and I've read the lyrics over and over again. Nothing is happeneing. It's very frustrating.

I would love to do the short story and the postcard again now please.

Ok, I'm sorry, but I cannot be the only one that thinks this Torchwood image is freaky as hell.



Am I the only one that sees it? Look at Gwen's hands...LOOK AT THEM!

Here, two different sizes to see them with.

http://www.bbc.co.uk/torchwood/images/downloads/800/tw_downloads_s2_team_martha_800.jpg
http://www.bbc.co.uk/torchwood/images/downloads/1024/tw_downloads_s2_team_martha_1024.jpg

Do you see it?

WHERE IS HER OTHER THUMB? I am sick of people using that image when she has only one thumb! Look at it! IT'S MISSING! How did someone miss that?

You know who really benefits from all of these reality shows? The confetti industry.

If I dont post again, like ever, its because I have committed murder.

Realize it was for the good of all those near and dear to me (except the one that was killed). He frankly has it coming.

I just realized that several of the fanfic authors that I really love (they are great writers) and I have absolutely nothing in common outside of that one pairing. To the point where, when I read their posts they kind of make me a little angry.

Why did it take me this long to notice?

*clings to mik109 and lady_cleo2001* Don't you two EVER leave me!

Also I think it's about time I start writing my newest Doctor Who fic again don't you? I haven't written anything since the beginning of summer and I had, originally, planned on writing at least two fics. I just need some inspiration and, barring that, to just make myself do it. Frankly its the later that I am on now so...wish me luck.

http://io9.com/5318093/were-sorry-to-see-david-tennant-go-a-video-tribute?skyline=true&s=x

Not many people can say one word so many ways while defying gravity like he does (well his hair does that last bit but still, its attached and thus considered part of him).

BTW sorry no longer has any meaning or sounds like an actual word after watching that.

And here's a Well one.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RssnpE9U6IU&feature=player_embedded

All I said about the sorry one goes for this one too.

I have to open the next two days, which means I have to be at work by 6:30 which sucks because I haven't felt like I've been getting enough sleep as it is.

I re-read the final Harry Potter book and it's made me want to re-read all of the books so tomorrow I shall begin at year one and work my way through them all (well maybe, who knows if I'll feel like re-reading the final one again even if it's a very good read).

My dear friend left today for Comic Con. I texted her that I hoped her flight was free of any crying babies, nuns (planes with nuns always crash! Watch the movies, Hollywood wouldn't lie!), or snakes.

Hope you're having fun Denisha! Get me a DT or RDJ autograph if you can.

Lastly...OMG ARMS!

Tonight out other dog Izzy started whining to be let outside so my mom got up to let her out and guess who was in the backyard, just chilling out? Buffy's back! My mom figured she just needed to run away for a little while, guess she's more like her name-sake than any of us thought she would be (just so long as she's not killing vampires I think we're okay)

We got a new dog about two weeks ago. She was a really pretty little thing, same as our other dog (a Poowhawha or a ChiPoo they're called both). My dad picked her out and we named her Buffy. She used to be a puppymill mommy so she was a bit weary of people but not too bad.

Today I got home from work and when I opened the door she ran out out of the house and wouldn't come back to me. She hasn't been coming to anyone other than my mother for over a week now. I chased this stupid scared thing up and down the neighborhood for 2 and a half hours before having to go home. My phone was dead I was exhausted and starting to get dizzy from the heat and lack of water (I just got home from my job at the dry cleaners where there is no air conditioning to get into my hot car drive home and chase the dog around the treeless neighborhood).

I got home plugged in my phone and called my mom hysterically crying about not being able to find the dog. After I hung up with her I headed right back out in search of the pooch. I saw her again in the beginnings of this foresty/thicket place really close to where we live. As soon as she saw me she ran back into the forest and I haven't seen her since.

I searched for over 5 hours today for her and I can't find her. My dad and brother keep telling me its okay that she's gone its her problem if something bad happens to her (which just makes me cry harder about how I'm the one that lost her) and my mom doesn't seem that interested in finding her.

This dog doesnt even like me and I spent longer trying to find her than anyone else in my family. That is almost more saddening than not being able to find her at all. I just keep having these horrible flashes of her in the middle of the road dead or in a ditch in that forest with a hurt paw unable to get to help and it's killing me and I seem to be the only one that gives a shit.

I still can't seem to stop crying for very long and as soon as I do someone askes me why I look so sad (ummm because I lost the fucking dog you cock biting fucktards!). I feel guilty for coming back home and not looking for her anymore and I would give anything to just have her come home safe.

This is freakishly accurate.

Which American accent do you have? Neutral You're not Northern, Southern, or Western, you`re just plain -American-. Your national identity is more important than your local identity, because you don`t really have a local identity. You might be from the region in that map, which is defined by this kind of accent, but you could easily not be. Or maybe you just moved around a lot growing up.

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I don't think I've put this on here yet but I have a Twitter account if anyone wants to follow me http://twitter.com/emmy4303.

I pretty much just update it with quips I think of while watching movies which I guess is better through Twitter than it is for my RL friends who hear them all out loud while the movie is going on.

http://www.askmen.com/top_10/entertainment/top-10-things-only-men-can-do.html

Being bored at work is a not good thing! A very not good thing when you end up reading something like the above. WTF? More than half of those were either stupid or just mind numbingly insulting to women. I realize it was written for guys to make them feel better about themselves or whatever but still there was no reason to attack women.

On the other hand here is Cosmo's list for the ladies. Maybe its because I was so pissed at the guys list but this one seems a lot nicer towards the gents then they were towards us ladies.

http://www.cosmopolitan.com/advice/tips/21-things-women-can-do-that-men-cant

I don't know maybe it was just me. What do you think flist? Was the top 10 for men needlessly rude (and freakin' wrong on several of their pointes (one of which they point out is wrong in their description! You can't still count it if its been proven wrong by science morons)) or do you feel both lists are equally mean to the opposite sex?

Just got my "new" (read as hand-me-down) computer up and running. It sucks because it doesn't have any of my stuff on it and apparently I am not allowed to delete anything because my dad hasn't backed any of it up off of here.

So basically I am on my dad's computer which now resides in my room...yeah I want my old one back at this rate. At least then I had my unfinished fic and playlists to keep me happy.

Oh well, no biggie. Grandparents and one cousin arrive on Thursday which means tomorrow no exercising until my room is clean and the house is vacuumed up. Hopefully it wont take long. I just have to do some more clothes and put up all the clean stuff and my room should be mostly finished.

On second thought wish me luck.